Kayla is a babygirl , I know shocking isn’t it. She has many attributes of a babygirl, she squeals when she is happy, she’s been known to stamp her foot a time or two in disapproval, and she can pout right up there with the best of them. Someone wrote a post recently about pouting and I’m sorry I can’t remember who, but as I read it the thought that came to mind is; they could be sisters.
Now as a babygirl Kayla has certain rules and rituals she must follow, she just doesn’t run wild and her being the good girl she is she does her utmost best to follow the rules laid out for her.
Of the rules she has there is two times during the day when she must kneel for me. Kneeling is at least to me a very submissive posture, it shows that they are both humble and vulnerable. By kneeling it also buts a submissive in a position where they can be easily over-powered by the fact that when they are on the ground in that position they leave themselves defenseless. Each time Kayla kneels for me I have different feelings.
In the evenings after the boys have gone to bed, Kayla makes dessert and a cup of coffee for me. When she brings me my coffee she kneels before me and offers the cup to me. When she does this I am usually sitting in my chair in the living room. The angle it puts me in is that she is about eye level to me when she hands me my coffee.
There are a couple of emotions that are extremely strong at that moment.
The first is how I think of her as being such a good girl for taking her tasks so seriously and performing them with such diligence and joy. When I look in her eyes at that moment, they sparkle and shine so brightly it seems to dim the lights in the room. Her smile is ear to ear as she holds out the cup of hot coffee offering it to me.
The other feeling I have at that moment is that of over-whelming love for her. I will take the offered cup from her hands, take a sip and then set the cup down next to me me. I will do either one of two things; I will place my hands on her cheeks cupping her head in my hands while I draw her in and kiss her forehead. The other I will entwine both my hands in her hair drawing her towards me as I lightly kiss her on the lips.
Whichever one it is I Always, always say “Thank you babygirl; you’re my good girl.” From her those words always invoke a giggle and a wiggle of her ass. At that moment my love for her is overflowing, it swells up in me like a fountain.
When it is bedtime, it is her duty to make the bed ready for us. She pulls down the comforter, arranges the bed sheet, sets the alarm clock (I have to keep her around just for that, I have no clue how the stupid thing works. So she has no worries I will ever get rid of her), and places certain items on the night-stand for me. Once all this is done she then kneels on my side of the bed and waits for me to give her permission to come to bed.
She kneels differently for this then when she is giving me my coffee. When she kneels for bedtime, she gets down on her knees, she then leans forward with her head on the ground and arms above her head.
While she waits for me to give her my permission I will often run my hand down her back, more often then not I will caress her ass and even give her a few well placed swats. When she is in this position she is totally vulnerable to me, I could do anything to her.
When she kneels at bedtime for me the feeling and emotions are different then when she is offering me my coffee. At bedtime when I see her kneeling and waiting, I feel my Dominance. It surges to the surface and fills me, the strength of it is like a cup being filled. At this point I know who I am, I know what I am, and the importance of my roll.
Seeing her in that position and exposed I feel the deep trust she has placed in me.
Her kneeling for me is a powerful thing, her service giving to me as she does shows me the depth of her submission, the depth of what she gives to me.
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