Who Am I?

How "real" is your online persona? That is quite an interesting question. Giving this some thought if you had asked me 3 years ago my answer would have been totally different. Over the course of the past year and a half I have begun to embrace more and more of my persona of John Brownstone. … Continue reading

She got my Spanking

This past week was my birthday, so as is the tradition in our house Kayla got my spanking. I had been wondering if it was going to happen this year but the past week not only brought my celebration but also saw her pain free for the first time in a while. It was really nice to let out my sadist … Continue reading

Going in Circles

Some days it seems like you are just going in circles other times you just have to leave your mark. While kinky fuckery and especially impact has been almost non-existent of late last night I did get a little bit in with a new paddle. Even though I had to take it easy it was nice to hear her … Continue reading

Having a Poly Heart

“You have a poly heart” It was quite sometime ago Kayla spoke those words to me. In fact it was such a bit ago that I had forgotten she had even spoken them to me. She spoke them once again while we were in London. I’ve always had a capacity for caring, that is something I’ve known for … Continue reading