Coffee is my love language
“You have a poly heart”
It was quite sometime ago Kayla spoke those words to me. In fact it was such a bit ago that I had forgotten she had even spoken them to me.
She spoke them once again while we were in London.
I’ve always had a capacity for caring, that is something I’ve known for a very long time. In a way I suppose that is what makes me such a Daddy Dom is my caring nurturing nature. There has always been a part of me that cares about people in general. Could that be humanity? I’m sure that is part of it. If you are someone who I care about I will be in your corner fighting tooth and nail for you, Just ask Kayla.
The one thought that bothered me though for a long time was how can you care for more than one person. I love Kayla, she is the light of my life and I would not forsake her. She is my friend, my lover, my wife, my babygirl, and my submissive. Yet even in our time together I have opened my heart to others. I have a LDR sub and Kayla knows about her and the time we spend together talking to one another. She gladly accepts this, we have talked about it many times. She knows she always comes first, she knows I am always there for her.
What I didn’t know until more recently; actually about a year ago is that there is a name for it.
I’m not always an easy person to get to know, I can be guarded and don’t always let people in. In most cases it can be a slow process. Other times someone can make me feel at ease and they can get past my gates.
Then there are the rare and the few, like what happened this past weekend at Eroticon. I met someone whom I immediately let in and it was an instant connection.
Now let me say this, it is/was not sexual. I was struck by their bubbly personality, they had an easy going way about them, pleasant to talk to, a wonderful laugh and a bright smile, plus they are someone who enjoys coffee as much if not more then I do. That is not to say that I didn’t find this person sexually attractive, I most certainly did.
As I began to feel this person enter my being, I told Kayla what was happening. In her way she smiled at me and said, “Well you do have a poly heart.” Yes, I did tell Kayla. We can and do talk about anything and everything.
Mostly she chuckled when I told her about it.
Being the person I am I debated about whether to tell this person about my being smitten with them. I did, see as I have moved through life I have realized that time passes all to quickly. It is important to let someone know that they have touched you.
When I did tell her she was very accepting of this old mans folly and accepted it with a smile and a blush.
We enjoyed conversation from everything mundane to the erotic, shared laughs and even a some baring of souls.
Later when everyone had gathered for the final hurrah I was graced with a delightful hug and a most beautiful purr from her. I could have stayed like that for hours as I am a cuddler and love to hug.
Before parting I was given consent to give a kiss on her cheek, such a simple yet wonderful thing.
She was given an invite if she ever is in our part of the world our door is always open to her
This was one of those moments, those points of time that will be held as a dear memory.
So yes, Kayla is right I suppose, I do have a poly heart.